The things they forgot to tell me

I have mono, the kissing disease, got it without a single kiss.
  When I got CRPS, they told me about all the issues I would deal with, and I have dealt with most of them, the depression, the ongoing pain, the stress, the anger. What they didn't tell me was that when I quit smoking, and ended up with COPD to go with my CRPS, I would end up taking lots of drugs, and the two issues together would eventually cause my immune system to decrease.
  This means what shouldn't affect me much, turns me into a walking zombie. I have slept off and on for the last 2 weeks, which means all the fun I should be having is gone, because I sleep. My spleen is enlarged and because I have to keep taking all my medications, I have to watch for issues with my liver.
  And all I want to do is just get up and go to work, but how will I find a job, who will hire me?
I want to feel better, I want to go places, and enjoy my life again, and now instead of having fun, and traveling, and having a great time with my family, I am sitting at home, and now I can't even have friends and family cause I have Mono. Life is great when you are in chronic pain and wishing for your past...