Missing Blogs

So as some of you have complained there are some missing blogs. They are not missing, it has been a long long month.
I have been busy trying to live my life. I needed to paint and as some of you know it is hard to live in pain and do housework. I hate the need to live in the insanity.
I take another pill, I fall asleep. I take another pill, I get grumpy. I hate this life.
I want to be able to dance, raise my arms and play. I want to paint a wall, clean my cupboards, and still have the energy to chase my dog through the park.
But I will try harder